shrug off short-sighted, false excitement.

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katie. 17, going on 18. happilyhappilyhappily taken. massachusetts. i have dreams bigger than this. i'm sarcastic, cynical, annoying, hilarious, bubbly, easy-going. i love old movies and cold weather and city lights and loud, crowded, out-of-control places. i lose my train of thought every time i speak, and i hate being made fun of when something really bothers me. i have my future planned out, and i never want it to change.

you made this so complicated.

world peace. to pass communication 101. to go home just a day earlier. snow. no more doubts. comfort. to be done with college. to know what i want to do in life. more sleep. to be able to eat any and all food without gaining weight. endless amounts of free time. a 4.0. the end of trivial things. there are so many things i could ask for,

but i still just want him.

i want to be with him forever. i want his kisses and his hugs, his sweet words in my ear at night when we’re whispering together on my couch. i want to be able to lay in bed next to him, feeling his arms tighten around me when i jolt awake after one of those stupid falling dreams i always have. i want to be able to see him whenever i want. i want this distance between us gone, forgotten, vanished. 

i honestly don’t care where my life goes as long as he’s with me through all of it.